Tonight,
I had a realization of how meaningless my life really is. I don’t have many friends, and the ones I do consider friends are the people I would do anything for. But most of them wouldn’t consider returning the favor. I have no one outside of my family that I could honestly say loves me. Not a single person. there never really has been, and I’m sure that there never will be. I’m so tired of being pushed aside and being let down. I just want I know that if I died tomorrow that there would be someone out there that missed me. I’m so tired I being unhappy. I just wish that just one person would give me a chance. That’s all I need, just one chance.
